customer specific items

Hello,

I'm trying to display customer specific items and allow the items owner to add to cart.

The customer specific items can not have the "display in website" box checked, but I still need to pull the item information. The items have a custom field associated with them that contains the associated customer Id.

Any thoughts or direction? I've tried using the attribute tags but I'm not having much success. So far this is what I've been doing to see if this is even a possibility..

I know there's one big issue, the getRecordAttribute. all the customer specific items have different ids. So, I have to figure out how find records based on customer ids that are stored in the items custom field. I've tried all sorts of different attributes, but none seem to handle what I'm trying to do.